Wednesday, January 28, 2009

祝我生日快乐

我知道伤心不能改变什么那么
让我诚实一点诚实
难免有不能控制的宣泄
只有关上了门 不必理谁
一个人坐在空荡包厢里面
手机让它休息一夜
难想切歌 切掉回忆的画面眼泪不能流过十二点
生日快乐 我对自己说
蜡烛点了 寂寞亮了
生日快乐 泪也溶了
我要谢谢 你给的你拿走的一切
还爱你 带一点恨
还要时间 才能平衡
热恋伤痕 画面重生
祝我生日快乐

happy birthday to me...
It's been a norm even since I was born. My family does not fancy to celebrate birthday for any family member. I'm get used to it. It's been 23 years. But, I do not know why, this year birthday, I have a very strange and weird feeling. I feel so upset and disappointed. My heart just feel so "sour"... I'm not saying that I didn't celebrate. Instead my friends had celebrated for me in advance. Somehow, deep in my heart, I feel very uneasy. I do know why... Then, this song, <> by Landy just pop up from nowhere. I turned on my windows player and played the song. As the song played, my heart getting more uneasy. I do not know what I'm writting now either. I'm so confused and down now.
Anyway, happy birthday to me... :)

1 comment:

~恺慈~ said...

hey, pls lar..i did wish u ler..hehe..dun b sad ya...u still have us ma..wat a waste cant dump u into the kolam. haiz...but i guess we have no energy to dump u too..u too..hehe..u knw lar..u knw i knw ok d lar..dun1 write out..hehe..