发觉这世界永远太少空间
因此花一天支配一切时间
发觉这世界永远太晒心机
因此花一天思索一切道理
消失太快 捉得到太少
因此花一天感觉一切是爱
茫茫人海 或有几多漂泊与淹盖
人人寻找爱 或有几多争斗与比赛
越觉得剩低几多未变的爱
慢慢地合作新诗 静静地同床午睡
再发现岁月换来几次厌闷几多亲爱
有各样劫灾 和充满意外
因此我要努力继续能恋爱
慢慢地迈向听朝 静静地怀念昨日
再决定今天只要相信爱
叫皱纹散开 唤青春归来
因此我喜欢花一天感觉一切是爱
发觉这世界永远太少深刻
因此花一天改变一切习惯
发觉这世界永远太多跷蹊
因此花一天拥有一切运气
消失太快 捉得到太少
因此花一天感觉一切是爱
茫茫人海 或有几多漂泊与淹盖
人人寻找爱 或有几多争斗与比赛
越觉得剩低几多未变的爱
慢慢地合唱K歌 静静地同游网上
再发现岁月换来几次厌闷几多亲爱
有各样劫灾 和充满意外
因此我要努力继续能恋爱
慢慢地迈向听朝 静静地怀念昨日
再决定今天只要相信爱
叫皱纹散开 唤青春归来
因此我喜欢花一天感觉一切是爱
喜欢花一天跟你一切是爱
This is a new song by Eason Chan in his brand new album, "H3M"... I like this song very much... The rythem is nice and the lyrics are meaningful... Here is some food for thought for my dear frens:
how long have u never sit down and talk with ur families? When was the last time u went to shopping with ur families or ur loved one? When was the last time u sat alone and listen to music, without thinking about ur job or studies? Had u missed out on the most beautiful things that happened just around u?
Now, it's time to medidate and appreciate the beauty of the nature... ^^
Tuesday, May 26, 2009
Saturday, May 16, 2009
An afterthought of an ordinary rainy day..
Tit-tat... Tit-tat...
The raindrops are gently hitting the surface of earth. They are moisturizing the mother of nature, reenergize the already tired and dried-up soil... GalGal, my beloved puppy, is sitting beside me in the room. She's afraid of the lightning and rain... Wat a cute puppy she is... On the other hand, i'm drinking a cup of hot coffee, the world most amazing drink and my most favourite drink~~
On this rainy day, I'm thinking about my past and my future... I was deeply distressed for the passed whole month... It all begun when I was in love with a person whom I should not fall into... Something urgent happened 2 weeks ago... It disrupted my plan... Even since my Macroeconomics 3 exam on 27/5/09, I never studied for the following 3 papers... I just do not have the 'mood' and heart to study... I even left earlier for an English paper... I just simply do the exam and never really checked my writtings... What makes me even more distressed is that I was not offered the placing in National University of Singapore... I had lost hope for my final semester result... 4.0 is beyond the reach...
As soon as I came back from Langkawi Island, I made an important decision... I made the call for a split... As I could not take it any longer... I had reached the maximum level of perserverence and patient... I opted for a way that I never wished that I will make... Ever since, I'd been struggling for my life... I just do not have the motivation and will to do anything... I was simply an useless person for the past week... Sleep, eat, watch drama, football and gaming, that's all I'd done for the past week... I just could not take her out of my head... I sms her regarding her internship and also the release of her exam result... I could sensed that she wish to talk and chat with me, but I intentionally gave her a cold shoulder... I know it is hard to take for both of us, but it is something that I must do... By doing so, I hope that it will settle once and for all... It's so suffering... I could not see the end of the struggle... It seems like a never-ending struggling... Lord, when it will end??
However, what'd done has been done... All I can do is to hold on with my decision, be firm and tough with the decision... I've made up my mind... I must recover and put the smiles back to my face again... Lord, I believe that I can make it with the help of Almighty...
The raindrops are gently hitting the surface of earth. They are moisturizing the mother of nature, reenergize the already tired and dried-up soil... GalGal, my beloved puppy, is sitting beside me in the room. She's afraid of the lightning and rain... Wat a cute puppy she is... On the other hand, i'm drinking a cup of hot coffee, the world most amazing drink and my most favourite drink~~
On this rainy day, I'm thinking about my past and my future... I was deeply distressed for the passed whole month... It all begun when I was in love with a person whom I should not fall into... Something urgent happened 2 weeks ago... It disrupted my plan... Even since my Macroeconomics 3 exam on 27/5/09, I never studied for the following 3 papers... I just do not have the 'mood' and heart to study... I even left earlier for an English paper... I just simply do the exam and never really checked my writtings... What makes me even more distressed is that I was not offered the placing in National University of Singapore... I had lost hope for my final semester result... 4.0 is beyond the reach...
As soon as I came back from Langkawi Island, I made an important decision... I made the call for a split... As I could not take it any longer... I had reached the maximum level of perserverence and patient... I opted for a way that I never wished that I will make... Ever since, I'd been struggling for my life... I just do not have the motivation and will to do anything... I was simply an useless person for the past week... Sleep, eat, watch drama, football and gaming, that's all I'd done for the past week... I just could not take her out of my head... I sms her regarding her internship and also the release of her exam result... I could sensed that she wish to talk and chat with me, but I intentionally gave her a cold shoulder... I know it is hard to take for both of us, but it is something that I must do... By doing so, I hope that it will settle once and for all... It's so suffering... I could not see the end of the struggle... It seems like a never-ending struggling... Lord, when it will end??
However, what'd done has been done... All I can do is to hold on with my decision, be firm and tough with the decision... I've made up my mind... I must recover and put the smiles back to my face again... Lord, I believe that I can make it with the help of Almighty...
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
Rewind (倒带)
我受够了等待你所谓的安排
说的未来到底多久才来
总是要来不及 才知道我可爱
我想依赖而你却都不在
应该开心的地带 你给的全是空白
一个人假日发呆 找不到人陪我看海
我在幸福的门外 却一直都进不来
你累积给的伤害 我是真的很难释怀终于
看开爱回不来 而你总是太晚明白
最后才把话说开 哭着求我留下来
终于看开爱回不来 我们面前太多阻碍
你的手却放不开 宁愿没出息求我别离开
你总是要我乖慢慢计划将来 我的眼泪却一直掉下来
过去怎么交代你该给的信赖
被你亲手缓缓推入悬崖
从我脸上的苍白 看到记忆慢下来
过去甜蜜在倒带 只是感觉已经不在
而我对你的期待 被你一次次摔坏
已经碎成太多块 要怎么拼凑跟重来
终于看开爱回不来 而你总是太晚明白
最后才把话说开 哭着求我留下来
终于看开爱回不来 我们面前太多阻碍
你的手却放不开 宁愿没出息求我别离开
~ The End ~
This song, written by Jay Chou and sang by Jolin Chai, is best represent my current status... I went to karaoke the other day, just a day after return from the Langkawi trip... I was in a really bad and down mood earlier... Then, my fren opted for this song... and I was in great shock... however, i still sang the whole song coz it's one of my favourite song~~~ Nevertheless, I sang the song with full emotion~~~
The lyrics suit my current situation best, especially the waiting part... I'd been asked to wait and wait and wait... I persevered for 2 years but nothing happened... I can only planned for the future in my own most imaginative and creative way... The "future" seems like an unreaching scenario... When I am alone and longing for the companion of my love one, I found no one... When everyone is enjoying the companion of their love one, all I have is myself... Looking at other people holding hands, I can only jealous and imagine me holding the hands of my loved one... I stand at the outside of the gate of happiness, yet, the gate never opened for me... I just could not stand with the hurt anymore... All the hope I had before this are broken into pieces, impossible to be restored... I am lost... I cant find a way to start all over again... I opted for a decision that took a great courage for me to make... It is a tough decision... It is a decision that I never wanted to make, but it is necessarily for me to take...
Zhu, I am sorry~~
说的未来到底多久才来
总是要来不及 才知道我可爱
我想依赖而你却都不在
应该开心的地带 你给的全是空白
一个人假日发呆 找不到人陪我看海
我在幸福的门外 却一直都进不来
你累积给的伤害 我是真的很难释怀终于
看开爱回不来 而你总是太晚明白
最后才把话说开 哭着求我留下来
终于看开爱回不来 我们面前太多阻碍
你的手却放不开 宁愿没出息求我别离开
你总是要我乖慢慢计划将来 我的眼泪却一直掉下来
过去怎么交代你该给的信赖
被你亲手缓缓推入悬崖
从我脸上的苍白 看到记忆慢下来
过去甜蜜在倒带 只是感觉已经不在
而我对你的期待 被你一次次摔坏
已经碎成太多块 要怎么拼凑跟重来
终于看开爱回不来 而你总是太晚明白
最后才把话说开 哭着求我留下来
终于看开爱回不来 我们面前太多阻碍
你的手却放不开 宁愿没出息求我别离开
~ The End ~
This song, written by Jay Chou and sang by Jolin Chai, is best represent my current status... I went to karaoke the other day, just a day after return from the Langkawi trip... I was in a really bad and down mood earlier... Then, my fren opted for this song... and I was in great shock... however, i still sang the whole song coz it's one of my favourite song~~~ Nevertheless, I sang the song with full emotion~~~
The lyrics suit my current situation best, especially the waiting part... I'd been asked to wait and wait and wait... I persevered for 2 years but nothing happened... I can only planned for the future in my own most imaginative and creative way... The "future" seems like an unreaching scenario... When I am alone and longing for the companion of my love one, I found no one... When everyone is enjoying the companion of their love one, all I have is myself... Looking at other people holding hands, I can only jealous and imagine me holding the hands of my loved one... I stand at the outside of the gate of happiness, yet, the gate never opened for me... I just could not stand with the hurt anymore... All the hope I had before this are broken into pieces, impossible to be restored... I am lost... I cant find a way to start all over again... I opted for a decision that took a great courage for me to make... It is a tough decision... It is a decision that I never wanted to make, but it is necessarily for me to take...
Zhu, I am sorry~~
Sunday, May 10, 2009
1st time being drunk..
Frankly speaking... I'd never been drunk before... I am not saying I am a hard drinker... I just dont enjoy drinking... Thus, I always wonder how is the feeling of being drunk? I always wonder why people misbehave after being drunk.. Why people always get so high and emotional when drunk?
Finally, I had the opportunity of being drunk for the 1st time in my entire life... It happened in Langkawi Island... What makes it more significant is that it is my own will that I wanted to drink... Kinda magnificent isn't it?? It is my own request and will to drink liquor... On that night itself, about 15 of us were drinking beer and chivas+coke at the seaside... We were playing some games and also celebrated one of my friend's birthday... We were chatting and talking since this might be the last time we will be gathering after completing our undergraduate course... We were so enjoyed... We played till about 1.30am and almost finished all the beers and liquor...
However, there were 5 of us stay put after most people had left... We were cleaning up the mess and also the remaining beers... I think there were about 5 cans left... We kept on drinking, drinking and drinking~~ Finally the 5 cans were all finished... Then, we felt that it was still not enough... We then took another bottle of Chivas out... We drank again~~
All of us were so drunk~~ it is said that people who are depressed always get drunk easily... I totally agreed with the statement... I were kinda drunk that nite and even vomitted... Nevertheless, we were kinda crazy that night... We sang UM song, College song, and even did some stupid things like running while hugging someone... We were so noisy and crazy that night... Now I understand why people always do crazy stuffs when get drunk... I was just so high emotionally and cant control my behavior...
Nevertheless, this will be the one and only time that I get drunk... Sincerely speaking, I still dun like to drink liquor~~ haha... one time experience is enough already~~ :)
p.s: Patricia, Kant, WeWe and MeiLee, thanks for accompanying me for that night... Thanks for taking away my "1st time"~~ :)
Finally, I had the opportunity of being drunk for the 1st time in my entire life... It happened in Langkawi Island... What makes it more significant is that it is my own will that I wanted to drink... Kinda magnificent isn't it?? It is my own request and will to drink liquor... On that night itself, about 15 of us were drinking beer and chivas+coke at the seaside... We were playing some games and also celebrated one of my friend's birthday... We were chatting and talking since this might be the last time we will be gathering after completing our undergraduate course... We were so enjoyed... We played till about 1.30am and almost finished all the beers and liquor...
However, there were 5 of us stay put after most people had left... We were cleaning up the mess and also the remaining beers... I think there were about 5 cans left... We kept on drinking, drinking and drinking~~ Finally the 5 cans were all finished... Then, we felt that it was still not enough... We then took another bottle of Chivas out... We drank again~~
All of us were so drunk~~ it is said that people who are depressed always get drunk easily... I totally agreed with the statement... I were kinda drunk that nite and even vomitted... Nevertheless, we were kinda crazy that night... We sang UM song, College song, and even did some stupid things like running while hugging someone... We were so noisy and crazy that night... Now I understand why people always do crazy stuffs when get drunk... I was just so high emotionally and cant control my behavior...
Nevertheless, this will be the one and only time that I get drunk... Sincerely speaking, I still dun like to drink liquor~~ haha... one time experience is enough already~~ :)
p.s: Patricia, Kant, WeWe and MeiLee, thanks for accompanying me for that night... Thanks for taking away my "1st time"~~ :)
Sunday, May 3, 2009
爱情学分
最近，
看着身边的朋友在爱情这条路上跌跌撞撞。
爱情，
这门学分有这么难修吗？
为什么不能 1+1=2 这样简单。
爱情，
总是给了人们太多的想象，
人们期待爱情会有一个完美的结局，
但是，什么结局才是完美的结局呢？
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
《爱情故事一》
她和他的开始没有爱情的感觉，只是他觉得她是一个很特别女孩。
她和他的开始没有恋爱开始的一般甜蜜，
她和他也没有所谓的心动的感觉，
她和他拥有的只是对对方的信任。
可是，朋友和情人是两回事。
她常因他的大男人和疏忽而发脾气，
他也因她的霸道承受了很大的压力。
最近，
他跟另一个女孩有暧昧，
她的心被伤了，流了很多眼泪……
她才发现她深深地爱着男孩。
但是，
她跟他还有一个未完成的约定，
如果这个约定可以将她和他的爱情挽回，就继续走下去。
如不，就结束了。
但是，上天并没有兼顾她。
隔天，她发现自己可能患上一个随时失去自己的生命的病症。
在这种情况，他只能在尝试在这段感情付出。
毕竟，他有可能照顾她的日子也不长了……
你说，故事的结局将会是什么……
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
《爱情故事二》
他是男孩和女孩之间的第三者，
只因他的莽撞就介入了男孩和女孩之间。
他不知道男孩的一切，
男孩却知道他的一切。
男孩不断的伤害女孩却不肯放手。
他只能为女孩心疼，
他不能做什么，因为他只是一个闯入者。
他只有疯狂地为女孩付出一切。
他知道男孩和女孩分手的消息后。
他以为他会开心，
但是，
他只感觉到内疚……
到底他是对还是错的……
到底他们还该不该继续……
他不知道，
或者爱情从来都没有道理可言，
他总是找可以接受的理由来安慰自己。
男孩和女孩到现在还是在一起，
他和女孩还是在一起，
就这样三个人就纠缠了一年多。
分分合合，是是非非……
在这个爱情里，
三个人都在痛苦挣扎着，
谁都不是赢家……
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
爱情中没有对错，没有先来后到，只有爱或不爱。
在爱情的世界里，没有输赢的，只有爱与不爱。
爱就要爱得痛快，不爱就忘得干脆，
真正的爱，
不会太在乎自己的自尊。
真正的爱，
就该让爱的人得到自己真正的幸福。
同情与爱并不相等，让人同情自己，
只会更加受伤更加难受。
爱情是一场赌博，但爱情不是战争。
爱不是用来牵制对方，也不是用来打败对方的。
爱情里谁又是胜利者，谁又是失败者呢？
爱了就投入地去爱一场，
谁又会说爱得深，爱得多的就是输家呢？
爱得真实，爱得彻底，
在生命中得到了真爱，
有多少人一生都没有遇到自己的真爱。
爱了就爱了，
体验了，幸福了
伤了，痛了，
不要为自己的付出而后悔。
Adopted from http://babymoon2310.blog.friendster.com/
看着身边的朋友在爱情这条路上跌跌撞撞。
爱情，
这门学分有这么难修吗？
为什么不能 1+1=2 这样简单。
爱情，
总是给了人们太多的想象，
人们期待爱情会有一个完美的结局，
但是，什么结局才是完美的结局呢？
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
《爱情故事一》
她和他的开始没有爱情的感觉，只是他觉得她是一个很特别女孩。
她和他的开始没有恋爱开始的一般甜蜜，
她和他也没有所谓的心动的感觉，
她和他拥有的只是对对方的信任。
可是，朋友和情人是两回事。
她常因他的大男人和疏忽而发脾气，
他也因她的霸道承受了很大的压力。
最近，
他跟另一个女孩有暧昧，
她的心被伤了，流了很多眼泪……
她才发现她深深地爱着男孩。
但是，
她跟他还有一个未完成的约定，
如果这个约定可以将她和他的爱情挽回，就继续走下去。
如不，就结束了。
但是，上天并没有兼顾她。
隔天，她发现自己可能患上一个随时失去自己的生命的病症。
在这种情况，他只能在尝试在这段感情付出。
毕竟，他有可能照顾她的日子也不长了……
你说，故事的结局将会是什么……
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
《爱情故事二》
他是男孩和女孩之间的第三者，
只因他的莽撞就介入了男孩和女孩之间。
他不知道男孩的一切，
男孩却知道他的一切。
男孩不断的伤害女孩却不肯放手。
他只能为女孩心疼，
他不能做什么，因为他只是一个闯入者。
他只有疯狂地为女孩付出一切。
他知道男孩和女孩分手的消息后。
他以为他会开心，
但是，
他只感觉到内疚……
到底他是对还是错的……
到底他们还该不该继续……
他不知道，
或者爱情从来都没有道理可言，
他总是找可以接受的理由来安慰自己。
男孩和女孩到现在还是在一起，
他和女孩还是在一起，
就这样三个人就纠缠了一年多。
分分合合，是是非非……
在这个爱情里，
三个人都在痛苦挣扎着，
谁都不是赢家……
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
爱情中没有对错，没有先来后到，只有爱或不爱。
在爱情的世界里，没有输赢的，只有爱与不爱。
爱就要爱得痛快，不爱就忘得干脆，
真正的爱，
不会太在乎自己的自尊。
真正的爱，
就该让爱的人得到自己真正的幸福。
同情与爱并不相等，让人同情自己，
只会更加受伤更加难受。
爱情是一场赌博，但爱情不是战争。
爱不是用来牵制对方，也不是用来打败对方的。
爱情里谁又是胜利者，谁又是失败者呢？
爱了就投入地去爱一场，
谁又会说爱得深，爱得多的就是输家呢？
爱得真实，爱得彻底，
在生命中得到了真爱，
有多少人一生都没有遇到自己的真爱。
爱了就爱了，
体验了，幸福了
伤了，痛了，
不要为自己的付出而后悔。
Adopted from http://babymoon2310.blog.friendster.com/
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